Divine-Illuminance

You are all I want and need You, who will hold my hand…and my bag, because its too heavy for me, or I’m lazy, or because you want to. You, who will always tickles me and tease me - and doesn’t mind when I smack you! You, who always cares, and during fights, if I don’t answer my phone or skype, will immediately check my tumblr <3 xD You, who is usually OCD about crumbs on your bed, still lets me eat on it….and spread alllll my little crumbs :3 You, who will rub my feet when its cold and chafed, who doesn’t mind stopping in the middle of the road to rub warmth back into them - even if they’re

Won't you Let me Go? I shake the chains that bind my hands and feet to the bed post I wail and scream for freedom Won't you let me go? I try to stretch my hand out, but the chains always stop me from reaching out Of. This. Room. But its not an enclosed room. No. It feels like. a. Cage. Won't you let me go? I try to peer around my cage All I see is darkness that surrounds it and encloses it But a small speck of light can be seen So. close. yet. so. far. Won't you let me go? I pull harder, scream louder The chains snap and I burst free from my pole I run, I sprint towards that light A keyhole greets me Won't you let me go? I look around fr

Have you ever mourned for a lost love? Not just any love, no. A  Lost  Love A love that could've, would've, should've, might've happened. Not always about a love that was right in front of you - maybe a celebrity you admired, adored. Or maybe a love that was  right there , right in front of you, just waiting for you to  reach out and hold, to cling onto. Yet it takes two to tango, even if you reach out, the other needs to too. The feeling to stretching out your hand, so far that it feels like your arm would dislocate, would lodge from its socket. The despair you feel when you see the other does no attempt to move, not even a twitch of a f

I stared outside the window, the wind was blowing gently, rustling the leaves on the cherry blossom tree, my eyes soften at the scenery, "Beautiful..." I whispered quietly. As I continued to stare outside the library window, I saw you, and my eyes stung immediately, like I was slapped so I had to turn away. Yet you, the beautiful you made me turn back, to look at you once more...why. I remember when you were my everything, when your smile was what I lived for, what I strived for. Every word you said, every gesture, even movement - I clung to them like I was clinging for life, for breath, for air. You made me believe I was different, you whi

She stared up at the clear blue skies. Closing her eyes, the wind gently caressing her face, the sun glowing with warmth - a rueful smile graced her lips. It always felt good to sit outside on a clear, blue sky day. She looked down at her fingers, intertwined and resting in her lap and sighed quietly. Browsing around the park, she spied many couples around her, all embracing, kissing, hugging...in love. Jealousy coursed through her body quickly followed by sadness - how she wished to be embraced like those other girls, to be held with such love and care. Suddenly feeling the chill of the wind, she wrapped her arms around herself, shivering

She screamed. Bolting up from her nightmare...no, a memory. She winced as her body collected itself, sitting up so fast always made her dizzy...but it wasn't a new sensation for her, no..it was almost a recurring scenario every night. She bit the inside of her cheek gently and balled her right hand up into a fist, hovering it over her heart gently - as if she was trying to stop the crushing pain she felt. Biting her bottom lip - a habit he used to find cute - she threw her head back and stared at the ceiling, pale moonlight shone through the windows. Fighting to hold back her tears, she hung her head, defeated, and allowed the tears pour ou